Man, this song ("Worried about Ray") is fantastic ( Read more... )

OH GOD! This is too fucking much. Why couldn't God pull His finger out and just make me beautiful? I HATE this. I'm so tired of being worn down by myself. I'm so tired of hating myself. I'm exhausted. I don't achieve anything. I want this movie part so much but I won't get it. Screw talent or a hope at talent, or hope come to that. I want so much ( Read more... )

Well, this is pretty hilarious: Mum's thinking about sending me back to the Psych. She actually uses it as a threat but I'm like...we both know she was useless. I got over my anorexia just to spite the woman! She kept putting it down to my Dad. "It's because you're not geting control. You can't get through to him. You can't make yourself heard." ( Read more... )

Well, screw.
I'm failing my A-levels. And they won't let me do drama classes, in my new Head of Drama role. On top of that, my Mum's just told me my teeth are yellow.
I want to shoot myself in the face with a nail gun.

You know, I wish I could just travel all over the world. Wouldn't that be awesome ( Read more... )

Just read a fantastic article on home-schooling in the deep south of America. Please don't get me wrong- one of my best friends is a home-schooled Christian guy and I know he's not crazy- but some of them are messed up.

The kids themselves are great, on the whole, and say they think school "would be fun". I particularly sympathised with one who ( Read more... )

Random Fact 2: Guinea pig in French is cochon d'inde, which means "pig of India."

Good day today. Got back from seeing my Mum's play in Bristol quite early on (should you live in Bristol, go see "Not the End of the World", it's superb. Or, if you can't see the play, you can buy the book from almost anywhere in the world.) Went to Katie's party at 3 ( Read more... )

Man, I am so angry at the world. Guess I'm a teenager so that explains it but I just want to rip up all the out-moded ideas of our education, justice system and foreign policies, and shred it all and start again ( Read more... )

Whoo! I love all the Studio Ghibli anime films: Howl's Moving Castle most, but Grave of Fireflies and Spirited Away too and I've just watched The Cat Returns on YouTube (courtesy of BooBerrie) and it was equally awesome. Seriously, you don't often get films where you'd really like to see the heroine and a cat get it oooon.
Went on my first driving ( Read more... )

Heya- I've just got a new job recently at a silver-service restaurant and, man, it makes my other job seem wonderful. Seriously, I now look forward to my car parking just thinking, "well, at least I don't have to go around asking if they're enjoying their parking spaces."

The restaurant is dead posh; you know, undersized meals at oversized prices. ( Read more... )